Category: Life

 I barely can sleep over 6 hours since November!

Gosh, dont know whats in my mind. I can suddenly wake up at 4.30 am just because in my subconscious mind, I remember about something I should do on that day. Still cant relax much. Help.

I really believe in Theory of Equality lately (has this theory existed? If not, i will make it). 😀

Since I decided to SAVE more money, i have to SPEND more indeed. How funny is that. Its like, someone invisible whispers:

“Suwandi, you will have this balance in the end. Whatever you save, you will spend on other things that you did not plan to. However you spend, you will get the income you did not plan to have.”

Something like that. Well, i never tried the second statement, but the 1st seems to be working very well! Let’s review today. I try to save money by not spending anymore in the shopping center (a.k.a Mall). No fancy lunch, no fancy dinner, just a bowl of Soto Kudus. BUT, i scratched a car in front of me. Damn it!

After nice negotiation, i have to pay him Rp 100.000,00. Urgh. Luckily, it’s only few scratches, not hit it hard. Will get worse and ruin my whole weekend. *this “luckily” refer to consolation, most indonesians do it. Consolation prize. You lost your wallet, you will still say, luckily not all my cash in that wallet. You lost your car, you will still say, luckily i haven’t changed my car-stereo. :p

And luckily, i can still have my weekend. Football Manager, DVDs,… Must relax.
Or maybe, i should spend MORE? What do you think? 😀

2007!
Yeah… Welcome to 2007.
A new version of you! A new version of me! A new release!

*first post in year 2007. Hehe.

Speaking of you, me, and version. I just got back from a 3-day meeting in Cisarua last week. On one session, my boss (a very patient guy, really!) told us about getting to know people, to know their personality. He relied mostly on a book ‘Personality Plus’. About how a person can be analysed and grouped into 4 groups. Choleric, Melancholy, Phlegmatic, and Sanguine. Wiki up yourself.

And i asked him, ‘and,..what am I’, he told me ‘i see you as a Sanguine-choleric person’. And he started to tell me my weakness and strengths. I nod. Kinda true.

Got back home, i googled and then, i found a website that provide free test on personality. And guess what! I almost couldn’t believe my self, that my boss was 100% correct! 🙂

And it provide several explanation about Sanguine person and Choleric person. I read. I nod… mostly true about my self, but not all. Something i like (mostly not very true), something i don’t like (mostly yeah.. sometimes true!).

What i read, (and then i agree and i like) : cheerful, curious, enthusiastic, creative, colorful, loves people, makes the goal. Hihi.. i like all the strengths, and what i like the most : “is usually right, knows the right answers, is like by children’s friends..” hahaha.

What i read (and then i dont like, but mostly true) : interrupts and dont listen, forgetful, undisciplined, easily distracted, loud voice, loud laugh, gets angry easily, cant relax, impatient, rude, doesnt analyze details… damn it.. the list is ******g long!

Yeah, it’s NOT something you rely on to make judgement of people (judging people is not good, by the way).
But, it is quite fun… so try it your self.
Read, think, realise, and hopefully, in 2007, we can change our weaknesses into something good.

This year, i will try to be ‘can relax, be patient, not get angry easily’. 🙂i{content: normal !important}

A friend asks me. What is New Year anyway. It’s just a regular day, the difference is this time we need to change the calendar. There should be nothing different between the day and the next-day. I nod. But then, i think, what is the meaning actually?

And by next minute, I disagree with my initial agreement. New Year is a special day. It is a day of celebration. From what? Celebration from the rising of new HOPE. Yes, H.O.P.E.

People need hope, after go through long 364 days of doing something that can take them to prosperity, not everyone succeed in doing so. Most of us need new chapter. New beginning. New episode. Dec 31st is a date where you can set to learn the previous 364 days. While Jan 1st is a date you can start all over.

New year, new day, new hope. I have many hope for 2007. And I bet you, Jan 1st is my new beginning. Have a happy new year, friends! Cheers!
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Just saw this small quiz in a friend’s blog, so just put my self to fill the test..
😀

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You’d like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful… that you’ll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future… one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage something you’ve always wanted… though you haven’t really thought about it. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.