• A Smile in the Dark Night

    Dedicated for the Lost Girl

    The night has never been that dark. This is a Sunday of nothing. There’s a girl i knew, walking alone, before i ran after her. she told me under the dark sky and whispering wind ‘..i am lost, i dont know what i feel. half of me was death, my breath hardly kept me alive, the sun hated me, the moon embarassed of me..’

    I than remembered Dewa’s Kosong ‘..di dalam keramaian, aku masih merasa sepi, sendiri memikirkan kamu,..’ I’ve been there, in other circumstance. Aint gonna tell you I know how you felt, cause I dont.

    I’ve been lost. I once dont know what i feel. Part of me was death, and also my breath hardly kept me alive. I know the sun also hated me, burning me. The important matter is to learn the persistence of passion, learn the burning spirit of life.

    ‘..We are lost till we are found..’. So dont worry, you will be found. Never let the loneliness kill you nor your life. Life’s hard enough. Stand up! Light up the dark. Love the sun, forgive the world. Aim the stars, change their formation. Beat your heart, and like Coldplay said ‘God put a smile upon your face’.

    Never tired on life. I aint no God telling you life’s good. I aint no prayer tellin you ‘it will all be over’. It is yours to decide the path. Forget the damn rules. Live your life!

  • Two Songs For Hedli Anderson

    For all the victims of Mandala Airlines Flight MZ 727,

    Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone,
    Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,
    Silence the pianos and with muffled drum
    Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.

    Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead
    Scribbling on the sky the message He Is Dead,
    Put crêpe bows round the white necks of the public doves,
    Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves.

    WH Auden
  • You Dont Have To Say…

    I love this song,
    You dont have to say you love me,
    Just be close at hand
    You dont have to stay forever,
    I will understand
    Believe me, believe me
    I cant help but love you
    But believe me, Ill never tie you down
    Left alone with just a memory
    Life seems dead and so unreal
    All thats left is loneliness
    Theres nothing left to feel
    Oh, You dont have to say you love me
    -Elvis-
  • Never Know

    never knowing
    shocking but we’re nothing
    we’re just moments
    we’re clever but we’re clueless
    we’re just human
    amusing but confusing
    we’re trying but where is this all leading
    we’ll never know

    Jack Johnson

  • Bright Eyes

    This is the first day of my life
    Swear I was born right in the doorway
    I went out in the rain, suddenly everything changed
    They’re spreading blankets on the beach
    Yours is the first face that I saw
    I think I was blind before I met you
    Don’t know where I am, don’t know where I’ve been
    But I know where I want to go

    Love this song. The truth that i am not certain about the meaning of the song, but I love it.